Friday, June 5, 2020

Hype Whatever, Karen

Hype

(This is not a direct friend) 

I have many friends who post on many subjects.   
I am going to say many are fucking idiots ....
These are the same people who don’t understand the riots ...
These are the friends who look me in the eye and say,
“ but it really wasn’t that bad , was it? The media shows the worst”
And when I respond with an educated, first hand response, they still say,
“ well , it’s not here”

You can’t fix stupid 
But I would like my friends to know that when you say these things 
You devalue my job and many other’s .
You , as a friend....
Negate my experience.... 
my fears ....
and my thoughts 

I am very minute in this world
 I get it
Doesn’t really matter

But I am
Observing 
Listening 
Becoming 
And you who fail
To acknowledge situations which are happening 
Maybe not in your cul de sac ....
But maybe the next street over.....
Are showing great signs of 
Non empathy 
Narcissism 
And 
idiocy


Write ya later,
Sleepless
m


Tuesday, June 2, 2020

covid pits




I was wondering the same thing.....
Life has been more than what anyone needs, requires or has asked for lately.
Summer is here and just as we slide out of Covid we find our country locked down into curfews due to riots and hatred.
So, I guess I'm ok if those "murder hornets" took a left turn at Albuquerque.
What the bejesus is happening?
Happening to the world? Our brothers and sisters of color? Our children? Our planet?
I don't know, and although I do think and overthink it I am going to allow myself a break and not feel super guilty.

(yes, those are my Covid hairy pits....I like them)

let me get back to my old bullshit posts...
today I ran 3 miles, it was hotter than a Las Vegas parking lot but I attempted it anyway.  2 miles in of run walking I, of course, had to poo.  
Because of Covid there are no public bathrooms which caused me great anxiety.
Don't worry, I made it ....
barely


I earned my beer on that run.
I have more shitty run days now than good ones.
maybe it's age?
well,
I really have not much to post 
except I haven't been home a month and it feels like a lifetime,
Lawyer texted that the divorce could be another 6 months because the courts are still not open...
and I have a mammogram on Friday

let's get this summer started

write ya later
xo
m