Thursday, December 19, 2019

because you said


Don't change the way you write....
dont change....

you only know what you read, which is perfect.

right now..... I am perfectly tipsy
I am anxiously freaking out....
and also, mind numbingly calm
you  walked away
"it's all good....I don't need to know"
but I need to tell
every soft word
and 
whisper
you do need to know

I've handed myself on a platter, 
too many times before.
But to you....
tiny little pieces
hunt and search....
"here's a gem"
"this is shit"....
"real cute"

it's all in the package....
wrapped in a dirty cute bow
for you.

For you
Write ya later
m








Monday, December 16, 2019

sometimes

Just sometimes....
Not all times....
Just sometimes....

You break my heart.
My heart, which all ready
weak with the unknown....
cannot take it.

So trivial...
As I've said for years...
Just love me.....
and touch my butt....

Text me....
before bed....
text me....
at my witching hour.....
and love me

so  very very simple

xo
m

Sunday, December 8, 2019

Day 342 current state of....

affairs.

Cute, huh?





yeah....
real cute.

Life, sometimes ya just gotta get out there.
I do stuff.  I'm that go to person
"hey, I can't find anyone to (Insert ridiculous thing here)....
ya wanna go with me?"

Oh Hells yeah
Ice skating is fuuuuun
circle circle circle
laugh 
screech
laugh

catch an edge 
crunch
oh well.  
I don't think it's broken
but it sure was fun
as long as I keep some pressure on it 
it feels just fine.

Life is what you make of it and I just need to make it good right now
laugh, do, drink some beer....
put on my adventure shoes.


I know things don't stay fabulous forever,
so
maybe that is why we have to live it up while it is right there in front of you
Maybe
the part 2
is going to be the 
best part?
for however long it last?

1 month...
4 months...
ever and ever...

one never knows,
hence the reason to just 
go with the flow and laugh
and laugh I have been doing 
and crying...
but the laughing is helping

oh the beer helps too
(disclaimer: I am not a doctor....but I can vouch for beer and laughter)

xo,
write ya later
m