Come to find out ...
not so much.
as I lay here in my bed with Covid,
sicker than I have been in years and years,
I realized
Sissy was my secret power.
She must have given me the idea that I could do anything.
We were planning on moving to Costa Rica
but
the more I think about it the more I think I was fucking nuts.
Maybe I had visions of grandeur?
I'm traveling there again this year and I'll sit and relax and think again.
I'll sprinkler her ashes and ask,
"is it supposed to be or no?"
and then I will decide.
In the past two years when the overseas travel was not a thing
we did some traveling in our very own country.
Novel
Maybe my calling is mid Kansas?
Maybe Alabama?
Maybe Arkansas?
Not really sure.
As far as being sick right now.
This is day 4 and I am sick
first 2 days were non moving, sleeping all day with temps of 103+, aches, GI upset, sore throat
day 4
I'm sitting up.
but still running low grade temps
It's no joke
This is my hot girl Summer with Olive so I have to get well
I have to be ready to paddle, ride, hike, eat and travel
so send good vibes
xo
m