Lucked out...
Boobs are just fine as of Friday. Still have to get a mammagram every year and a breast MRI every year , so that is a boob job every 6 months. To top that off it's not covered 100% by insurance. I take that back. If I could afford the insurance that takes 700$ out of my paycheck every time it is only a copay....but if I could afford that I would just save the money and not have to pay for insurance. Catch -22, right?
Murphy's Law always prevails. Boobs good, Lungs not....well not lungs but the right middle lobe has something that showed up. Could be nothing , could be everything. I guess I will find out. But in the inbetween, do I really want to go to gym or not drink a cocktail or two. Should I have really worried about my belly fat and cellulite for the last year? Maybe I should have had the ice cream. The thing with Boobs.......they can lop those bitches off, lungs...not so much.
as a nurse who worked in procedures and diagnostics I know that when a person has been "cancer free" for 7-10 years then they start having respiratory issues it means it is not in your boobs, but has metastasized to lungs or bones or brain. I've seen it many times. Healthy...but not so much.
Well, this is giving me the power to get my business in order and make sure everyone knows where I need to be and the party that needs to be had IF that is the case. I'm hoping and praying that it is just "inflammation or a blood clot" which it could very well be. I have really only told 3 people , and I have to wait to see what the dr says, right??? Yes.... but like I said, I'm a nurse and know too much. I can read the MRI and the report.
Other than that. Here we are. doing our goshdarn best. I bought myself a new Kindle ( the cheap one) to treat myself for the boobs still surviving strong. I need to outlive my ex, so that I can cash in on his benefits before he cashes in on mine .
Every Muse outlives her stay.
this too shall pass
xo,
Victory to the great teacher,
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across the universe