because you said

Don't change the way you write....

dont change....

you only know what you read, which is perfect.

right now..... I am perfectly tipsy

I am anxiously freaking out....

and also, mind numbingly calm

you  walked away

"it's all good....I don't need to know"

but I need to tell

every soft word

and 

whisper

you do need to know

I've handed myself on a platter, 

too many times before.

But to you....

tiny little pieces

hunt and search....

"here's a gem"

"this is shit"....

"real cute"

it's all in the package....

wrapped in a dirty cute bow

for you.

For you
Write ya later
m