hello 2026.
holy fucking hell.
All in 2 hours.
not even fucking midnight .....
breaaaakkkkk meeeee.
holy fucking hell.
All in 2 hours.
not even fucking midnight .....
breaaaakkkkk meeeee.
I'm closer to 60 than 40, My heart is still here....like a 30 year old.
and yes, I still double space and use ....
I worry constantly about my kids, my other half, my heart,
It's comical.
Shhhhhhhhhh
I will always come for you
My question tonight is,
who will come for me?
who will show up for me ?
I won't be here forever,
who will take care of them?
I think about my " friends" all the time.
I hope that some think about me too
Tonight was hard.
not because it was a new year but because it came crashing in
in the form of a kid's drunk SO that no one knew had these issues
long island ice teas and trauma don't mix
which any person over the age of 30 could have told them.
now I have a hole in the wall, got punched so hard it knocked my nose ring out.
and I've seen more vomit than need be.
but it's ok.
I'll be there.
like I said.
i sure hope someone shows up for me
when I need them
because I might need someone soon
xoxo
happy new year
m