To me

commitment to me, I need it
I need to know
you will be here for me
for us
as I am to you
things are up and down
yet i still have the
butterflies
we can't just keep going on
when the look
from your eyes
feel cold
I need to know there is no

dead-end in sight. 

not tomorrow

not today

I am going to need reassurance... 

more than you think right now.

I am trying to be strong 

yet not distant or cold. 

My heart sinks when you are away 

My eyes fill with tears

I can be strong

but my heart is fighting me

how do I make it ok