Have I become the Grim Reaper?...

 Or maybe that little cloud that follows people around?

days have been long,

and nights short

when one needs to sleep

an oddity for me,

I have been sleeping 

and

awaken only to want to sleep more

exhausted

Work has become respite

They said 3 days

panic

anger

sadness

Did you know?

Is that why you came

Is that why you sold everything and came

Then left when I questioned

your health

your sanity

your day to day life

?

we are on day 4

you said you will fight 

I cannot come

I will not burden your struggling brain

but you must try

Costa Rica 

We were looking at houses

the beach

you know

I am angry

when I said you need to go,

now

you should have gone

I should have made you

you are so stubborn

It would have given us 

4 extra weeks

I care for these people

I know

I know the outcome

You

know

the outcome

and here we are

30 years

my heart

our heart

xo

m