Breaking Point...we all have them

Closely reaching mine today.
quick week in review, jeeez I am always complaining about something, but I think this is what happens when you go to Nursing School (maybe the reason nurses are such twats?)
schedule which thank god is almost done this week:
Monday: 430 up...off to school til 2 then to work until 645
tuesday: work 7-3 then upstairs to the Mental health wing for clinicals 3-11 pm
wednesday: same as Tuesday
thursday: school all day (bailed on work...thanks Wendy)
Friday: worked 7-130 then to Old folks Home for work 2-11pm
saturday: back up at 6 am off to old folks 6a-230 p

I started my period...not in my pants this time, which was a bit of a plus. But I'm tired.
And all I can think about is how I'm not even at the halfway point of this semester.
yeah...
not even halfway

did time stop and noone told me?

Spring Break is over...

I was able to complete, all buttons included the Slither knitting project. They came out nice.
I also began reading this book. Easy read so far... Hopefully I can get it done in the next week, even with school...I committed to a reading group with this book. We'll see.
I only got the few things done I needed to, but among these I managed to have an altercation with my family, get Olive through her Alligator swim class, which she didnt' actually pass, but we all ready paid for the next level, so it's either sink or swim, literally. She thinks she passed because they gave her a little report card with stars and "NW's". I mean she is 4, I don't need to start in on her with failure all ready do I? She will be fine in the shallow end for one more set of classes. And I got the house clean, pretty much. I need to still finish the little "natural dress", made of muslim, for Olive and shorts of linen for Ilin. I think I can get those done in 2-3 weeks.....mark my words, will ya.
The break gave my mind a much needed excape from school. I am not sleeping again, which always stresses me, yet there is not much I can do about it. I toss and turn, dwelling on my capabilities of making the grades I need...toss and turn, balancing my check book in my head, and toss and turn, trying to fit everything in. I picked up my workouts, hoping that it would help me sleep, but with out the liquor, it isn't really helping, it's helping my muscles, but not my sleep.
I have 60 days til my niece's wedding at the Beach. I still have to rent a car and am not sure if I should do it ahead of time or just wait. I'm guessing it will cost about 280$ for a week. We have booked the flights to Destin from Co. @ $806 for the 4 of us, $795 for the condo...so now I just have the car and the spending money.

Destin,where I grew up and where we are going to be vacationing

I have 60 days to save that, I have started to pick up a few shifts in different areas of work to make a bit of extra $$$. I think I'll be able to do it. I just hope the kids enjoy this vacation, which is actually a wedding, not a vacation, but I hope they are able to relax and see the beauty of the area while we are there. We had originally, a few years ago, planned on taking Olive to Disney for her 5 year birthday, as we did with the other kids, but it may have to wait until 6 years. What she doesn't know won't hurt her, right?

As I stated in the title...Spring Break is over. I better get to work. I have class today from 4-630...then the real week begins again. :) I haven't even started Easter yet. We usually ahve the "Liquor Egg Hunt" for the friends, but haven't even planned it yet.
we'll see. I hope every one's week gets off to a great start

Keep on ...Keepin on, Baby

What season is it? What month? Am I stuck in some sort of weird limbo year time warp? I can't figure out if I'm coming or going. I guess I thought when I finished school I would get a job and start something new, but here I am...confused as to what I want to do. OH WELL....it's ok, M. just keep on keepin on.



Can't you hear it callin your name? I just gotta get out...Let's go...
It's almost Spring...It's a Sunshine Day.

Now where the hell did I put those flares? If Bobby hid them I'm gonna break his neck.