365 days : day 167, today is the day...

day 167

I deleted all old texts and let it go.

Friendships come and go and like they say, 

you shouldn't fight for friendships or love.

Hard as it is, because I looked at these texts often when my heart was /is heavy to remind myself I am beautiful, smart, loving and that others can see that.

I also read them to remind myself that 

my issues weigh my soul down, yet I have the ability to change.

These talks and texts have taught me to move forward, instead of fear change 

In the last year I have learned a lot about myself and continue to move forward in my plans to better myself and life for me.

It will forever break my heart to not communicate with someone I took a chance and opened myself up to...but that is part of life. He knows where I am and how to let me know he is there if anything is needed.

I am thankful

So silly, but a spot is here....waiting, and if able, I would be right there....

for whatever

Clear a space I must....

strong girl....

write ya later,

and ps.

I love you very much and if you ever need anything... 

talk? laugh? bowling? car trip?

I'm here

may you find what makes you happy and safe

xoxo,

m