As you know, I like my cocktails, well beer especially, but October has rolled around and I was reminded by my far far away friends that I have been known to participate in things such as Sober October and Lent (yes , I said Lent).
Thanks, God....
It is day 9 and I have to admit one thing...I sleep better. With that said let me tell you a few of the things which are not working out:
1. I went out the other night and I had to become the UBER drive, because I wasn't drinking. At one point I was toting drunkards around and I decided to make an illegal turn. Someone in the backseat said, "hey, you can't do that"....my response, "Fuck it...Pull my ass over....they can give me a ticket. I am so sober it's frightening." Then from the backseat, "yeah....it is frightening,
This will probably never happen again."
Nice support guys.
( this is what my backseat looked like)
2. I was told I am no fun when sober.... another thanks for the support...
3. I feel like I have nothing to do. I never realized how much I enjoy having a beer and or a vodka drink at night while relaxing. Now, as a fellow SoberOctober friend announced, "I have drunk more tea than Kermit the Frog". bingo, brother, bingo....and that lousy bubble water with flavors that taste like plastic fruit.
besides all of that I have discovered a few things that now that I am done with the depression of not having a beer, I am going to cash in on....and I think I will continue for the rest of the month to blog on it. I have been feeling pretty good about blogging and if you do read this feel free and let me know because as of now I feel pretty open knowing no-one really gives a shit or reads this crap.
So, point at hand,
1. I have found time to read.
2. I am knitting and sewing again which you can see on my IG
3. I have plenty of time to think and try to make my apologies to all the people I have been weird to. Although when one attempts to reconnect on a nonweird platform it just appears the one is fucking crazy, so I just do my best and hope I can re-establish the love I once had for people and them me.
4. Run
This is the big one. I have made a commitment to myself, starting today (in 38 degrees) to try to run again. I am shooting for a half marathon in Bryce Canyon. Running is something I do alone. I have yet to find anyone who I can or want to run with, comfortably ( if you are out there contact me). So, this I will continue to talk about.
5. Russel Brand requested I start to meditate every day to clear my head and become my old self.
I am on top of this, I would rather be on top of him...but we will start with meditation.
Thanks Russ...
6. Depressed M is going bye bye. My life is mine. There is a path here somewhere and I am going to find that bitch.
write ya later,
m
