DAY 185
Higuey, DR
Something about the colors makes me happy
she smiled for a minute...ziplineing
Yes, I booked a trip to Punta Cana DR when people are dying there. So what? I like an adventure and a good deal.
Stayed at Barcelo Palace on Bavaro Beach and for all inclusive resort it was fine.
No one died, and I feel semi relaxed.
beaches were white and warm,
People were friendly
I relaxed....
what more can I say........
except.....
I'm a dumbass for thinking it would be different.
Will I ever learn?
It really is time to move on...
really
(Look at that dumbasses sweet face)
vacationing with me is an adventure...
If you want it to be.
I enjoy trying stuff...
I tried almost every bite of food put in front of me...yes even meat, because when you don't speak the language it is important to not be rude....although a few locals helped with which meals traditionally did not have meat.
I like to do things....but I also like other people to take the lead, so if you are not strong enough to take the lead and decide what you would like to do, you will either be doing what I want to do, or nothing at all.
If you decide things at the last minute while in a 3rd world country...it most likely won't happen because things need a bit of planning.
Something I discovered which was quite nice and new to me...
separate beds. I slept like a baby. Not my ideal sleeping arrangement when traveling with a person I am in love with, but....
situation was just dandy with the double beds.
If you aren't having relations, kissing, touching....no need to be in my space.
I realized I find dark skinned DR men with light eyes, extremely attractive.
I was thankful I did not have the opportunity to really explore as much as I wanted to. ( wink wink)
If you sleep through half the vacation...
you are going to miss out, not my problem....
I can sleep at home...
I like to dance...and gamble occasionally
these things should happen while on vacation.
I cannot wait to meet someone who likes to take a bit of the lead...
I'm not saying all the lead, just someone who steps up, can make a reservation, can get a taxi in a different country, will carry the money and tip, and can try new things.
can't wait.
I posted a pic of me in my bikini, because I do wear a bikini and don't really care if I have a fat belly one day...
mostly I care because I don't find myself attractive looks wise. My body is ok, but lately I feel washed out, old and pretty ugly.
(honestly though, I am all those things hahaha)
but it doesn't make me happy looking at pictures.
I am back home, getting mentally prepared for work and what comes next.
life is grand
write ya later
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