Livin' la vida Loca

It's Friday and another week has seemed to have passed by without much excitement. I can't decide if this is a good thing or a bad thing. What I can decide is that it is often somewhat unsettling for me to be constantly in flux. Am I really in between things or am I actually just living life?

I used to say,"When I get older." At some point I realized that I am older and I'm missing out on life by waiting for something "big and better" to start happening.

It is happening...it's called living life. novel idea, huh?

One of my goals this year was to start really living life, yet I haven't quite figured out how. Does it start with small little spurts of life and then KabAAaaam! You are living it? Does it need to be exciting?...or just rewarding? Right now I haven't quite mastered either one of those. Do I need to take up a hobby, or let a few go?

I plan to set a few goals...more than just toning up...i think I need to tone up my life, not just my ass. I have a couple of ideas.
1. I need to find something that is helpful to others...
2. I want to plan a secret vacation for Booby and I
3. I want to go away with the girls one weekend without guilt.
4. I want to start riding my motorcycle again (without fear)

Life is what you make of it (not quite sure how many times I can tell myself this) so I need to start making it. Starting is the hardest part for most people but finding the starting point may be even harder for me.