Life is so weird.
awesomely weird.
let me just tell you .....
like you care.....
Recently I lost a best friend
....or more.....
a love.....
a piece of my heart....
just like that.
no longer.
"never contact me again"
I am who I am....I will never leave people I love....ever.
but this hurt.....
In the interim....I am working and laughing.
My kid is blossoming into this amazing soul
with big thoughts and opinions,
beauty that just pours out of her....
a mouth like a mini sailor
and I adore her.
I laughed as she went on and on about how MY life should be evolving....
How Kevin is her "G"
and she is moving to San Fran ( regardless of cost)
I admire her .
As I move through this divorce ...going on a year + now.
I know I am good.
I think a lot about how things could have been different....
but it doesn't matter.
why waste time on that
I think about how people change and that is something we should all realize...
and that is OK
My life in this little tiny place is happy
I have a lover who adores me and we mesh...
we laugh...we talk...we cook...we do things....
together.
It is so great.
the kid is happy
She is involved and present ....
this place is tiny, yet she is always present
unlike the big house....
she is here....
smiling....
and her friends are here too
I love it.
I feel like a mom..... a parent
When this is done....
and I can delete all the messages and pictures from ,y life and start over
with hopefully 5$ to my name....
things are gonna get wild
52 year old wild.
xoxo
m
Costa Rica here I come
