or, you know what ???
Pick a number because who the hell knows.
So, now the fun game has become
"Whatever shall we eat?"
In case you didn't know,
there is a pandemic going on.
and the fridge basically looks like this:
Except add beer and old cheese....
The cupboard looks worse...
egg noodles, spices, vinegars and ramen....and a few cans of tomatoes
what does one make?
Every day it is a question of if we may starve to death
(not really)
but that is the game we play.
Tonight:
spaghetti sauce
sauté all appropriate left over veggies
garlic, onion, bell pepper, carrots (all chopped small)
cherry tomatoes (which I had thrown in the freezer for soup or this)
2 cans organic tom sauce
1 can diced toms
oregano
basil
red pepper flakes
salt, pepper, dash of sugar ( I don't know...my mom always did that)
and simmer
I would normally run it through the blender but I'm quarantined away from house and there is no blender here.
I believe in a past life I was in the depression because I hate wasting food or throwing stuff away.
It gives me stress when people don't eat leftovers...
or constantly eat out and never cook.
I am deemed essential....I am a nurse,
BUT
I am not an ICU nurse so my essentialness is limited even in this time of need...
I am a critical care nurse who has chosen to work procedural, so funny enough,
my hours have been cut drastically.
Where we are in Colorado the pandemic is not as severe...
possibly temporary, but as for now,
being a procedural and surgery nurse has saved me.
We do take patients about 2x a week and they are from the outside, not from within the hospital,
which is even a bit more scary because we really have no idea if they are really healthy or sick when they walk through the doors.
Because of this I have chosen to stay away from my home because my ex has severe asthma
and as much as I am not on good terms with him ,
we still reside in the same house ( yes it is stressful if you are wondering)
, and I would feel awful if he became ill because of me.
When I get to the house in which I stay
I strip down in the garage
have my clothes put directly into the washer on hot
and dash to the shower
shoes, badges etc get a wipe down
and remain in the garage.
then I hope I haven't spread anything anywhere.
It's similar to Russian roulette
It's the new norm
slightly comical
and a bit like living on the edge
This pandemic got us all nuts.
I even put a soft boiled egg on the pasta.
crazy ....
I think
Carole Fucking Baskin mademe do that
That Biaaaatch.
xo,
from quarantine hell
write ya later,
M









































